| Long time no update. |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|10:33 am] |
Lifes going pretty good.
Schools decent.
I went snowboarding funner then I thought.
Im not bad, just sore.
I got high a few days ago it was amazing.
Thats my life.
Oh ya be on the look out for a new band in the Alexandria Virginia area consisting of me and a few friends.
If anyone can play drums Or sing and lives in the Alexandria Virginia Area IM me at
Veda Nights |
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[Jan. 16th, 2006|06:23 pm] |
and when your in my arms i would scream for you i will bleed for you
with the weight on my shoulders
and the pain in my heart
tying knots in my stomach
and i let them tear me apart
i wanted to be everyhting you would need
so tear me apart
when the silence bleeds through her
but all i know
is
if i could take your pain away i would scream for you
and id bleed for you so you never have feel this way
and when your in my arms
i would scream for you |
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| You cant turn off |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|06:18 pm] |
that your dead
You just deal with
(deal with it)
I stopped believing when
my heart stopped beating
ive got this feelin
that i was put here for you |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|09:47 pm] |
google.com
sweet, plus im going too have band practice this weekend :-)
PEOPLE CAN COME OVER
CALL ME
oh and someone comment me. |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2006|07:26 pm] |
new year
new life.
start overs.
strated talking to someone from my past.
its grand.
My ipod is a beauty.
i love all of you (friends) very much.
and thank you Jeff Joe Pat for spending newyears with me and making it great. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2005|05:48 pm] |
skittles in a jar
i woke up at 4pm today |
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| possibly |
[Dec. 31st, 2005|12:17 am] |
i kinda wonder why i bitch and moan so much its pathetic.
im stopping that now.
I love her but im not complaining anymore.
on a happier note
im not busy 2moro gonaa see if someone wants to come over not sure who but whatever!
sunday chilling with james and going to see the ringer.
then umm jamminhg with erik on monday if i can get a ride |
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[Dec. 30th, 2005|02:26 am] |
Some one once wrote me
"October 19th
Zakk ,
I cannot stop thinking about you' In fact you are all that i can think about. I am so crazy about you, you have no idea. So runaway with me I do not want to be here any longer, but i want to be with you.
Can you blame me for being jealous? all these other girls get to see you all the time but i do not. and you like so many girls. but i love you so much, I really do. i am not sure if you believe me, but I hope you do because I am obviously not there to show you. I love hearing your voice everyday and i wish I could spend every minute of everyday with you. you must be sick of me by now. but honestly you are the most important thing to me , you really are. no one else really means anything else to me. even if I am not in a good mood. Hearing your voice makes me so happy. I love you so much. i hope that no matter what you will always still talk to me. and be my friend because you really are my best friend. i love you so much. One day, I promise I will prove how much I love you and you will no longer have any doubt." |
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| man. |
[Dec. 30th, 2005|01:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | would you even care if i told you | ] |
"It was the best of times , It was the worst of times."
i miss some people alot.
and it hurts to think about them.
this sucks but you know what?
Ill live. im not like sad or depressed like people think i am.
im fine.
i just miss someone alot.
and its not jordan.
thats what scares me the most
i normally miss the hell out of her
but i dont know.
i think about her just not as much as someone else
its crazy im crazy thats crazy.
i definatly dident think
the situation through
i agree with the world
i should think more often
who has time to think anyways?
i mean realllly
i dont think much of anything other then my guitar and my best friend
well my old best friend.
ill live.
"It was the best of times , It was the worst of times." |
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| so life... |
[Dec. 28th, 2005|12:37 am] |
is getting better i guess i dont talk to people so much anymore.i guess thats cause its break and i dont have to talk to school people.
i think im gonna be working all 2moro
then moving shit out of my attic and fixing it up alot
then thursday people are coming to knock out my house and put stairs in
then i guess im moving in to the attic.
people feel free to come over i dont care.
bye. |
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| life has beem hell latley |
[Dec. 19th, 2005|11:17 pm] |
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| |  jealous | ] |
i lost my best friend almost a month ago and im doing really bad with out her
my dads an me like pass by as strangers
jordans so hard to talk to
schools horrible
i want it to away i hate the pressure
im so sick of it .
i want my best friend.
i swear id take everything back just talk to her for ten minutes
she was the one person who listend.
and loved me. honestly i felt her love daily.
i was an ass. i miss her more then she'll ever know.
she made everything okay , i made her hurt. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
im sleepy damn.
livejournal is weird but okay i guess |
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[Dec. 10th, 2005|12:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ataris / 1*15*96 | ] |
I sometimes think about how things could be
If you would've took a chance and moved out here with me.
We'd cruise along the 101 in the California sun
Sing Descendents songs and have ourselves lots of fun.
Stay out drinking really late stumble home from lower State.
Treat every day like it would be our first date. |
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| Open heart surgery |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|10:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Senses Fail / 187 | ] |
sucks |
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| out |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | The cause and effect of shadows | ] |
i once had a golden watch
i loved it more then the world
so i kept it so close to me
never let it go
never let it out of my head
so i kept it in my pocket
so close
that the gold began to fade
the gold sank to gray
the gray defined much of that it was
a fake
a fools gold to take it.
Photo 2moro cant wait. |
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| hair |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|07:29 pm] |
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i cut all of mine off. |
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| My day |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|03:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Veda Skyes "i never knew a book could bleed" | ] |
i am a white boy |
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| Death |
[Nov. 21st, 2005|06:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nj Into the atlantic | ] |
Is beautiful , but scary it can cause feelings of joy , and or feelings of complete madness why cant one person wish death to be beautiful when another turns insane. The majority of the population on earth is afraid of death I alone welcome it because i know that if and when i die it will be beautiful , im not being cocky or arrogent. But i refuse to be afraid of something that has no more power over me then a nail in a wall. I amd the master of my destiny no one person will claim to control it or manipulate how i will progress in my life. I love the fact that death does not scare me , nor does anything anywere. The end. |
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| Be Happy. |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|12:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Veda Skyes | ] |
You said you needed time alone. Time to find yourself. I've found myself broken without you and all I can do is hope. I've been cut down, wrist to elbow, and your left holding the blade. (I loved you for what it's worth. You cut me to shreds. And what's running through your head? Your heart is dead.) What a murderous web we weave. You pull on my heart strings ignoring what it brings. This pain is just too much to bear. Look me in the eyes. I love you, dear. I've been cut down, wrist to elbow, and your left holding the blade. (I loved you for what it's worth. You cut me to shreds). I'll lock you in a room in your white dress forever refusing to see the stains. I've been cut down, I've been cut down, I've been cut down, I've been cut...down. Say that our love was worth it all. I loved you, that's all done. I loved you. I loved you. I loved you. For what? I've moved on, I've moved on, I've moved on. Gorgeous, do you hear? Do you hear me? I need you more than you know. What for? All that i wanted was all that I have. I gave more than I should. I bide myself for my own good. I found out what you were.
-Veda Skyes |
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